PATIENCE

A fly lands on a window pane
Tick Tock. . .
A place I may never see again
Tick Tock . . .
The thing I want out of sight
Tick Tock . . .
It lingers in that dreadful light
Tick Tock . . .
I know that I must learn this test
Tick Tock. . .
Before I too can start my nest
Tick Tock . . .
Scriptures open at my feet
Tick Tock . . .
Learning things at the creators beat
Tick Tock . . .
Always racing a bit to fast
Tick Tock . . .
My heart doesn't understand the pain won't last
Tick Tock . . .
Right now is all that my mind can think
Tick Tock . . .
But that idea too must sink
Tick Tock . . .
My heart is full of lasting fear
Tick Tock . . .
As my eyes produce another tear
Tick Tock . . .
With out it I am lost it seems
Tick Tock . . .
but with it I will feel His radiant beams
Tick Tock . . .
And so I must continue to progress
Tick Tock . . .
So that I may also pass this test
Tick Tock . . .

Flashbacks ...

Memories ...

Fresh cuts ... scars.

A million cries for help pushed into the night sky.

No vibrations .

The only thing that is perfect is the

Silence .

Laughter penetrates the sadness

Not her own.

Can't let go

Nothing disappears for her

a kalidescope of events create an image

a shape

creations of

attitude, thoughts, feelings, emotions

that change her .

That break her.

J

U

D

Gements

are made. Without understanding. Without pondering

Without knowing anything.

...no one sees

HyPoCrit .

I haven't posted anything in quite some time and I figured I should drop a line.

I have learned some great things since we last spoke.

Forgiveness doesn't always end in friendship.

Love doesn't always last forever.

We can learn alot from the past and look forward to the future.

THE END

Tulips swirling up about
peaking heads out of amber drought
Sunlight beams cascading down
rejoicing without a sound
Revving engines at the gate
arriving just a bit too late
honking horns fill their ears
waving hands are what appear
words of glory embrace my soul
moving forward is my goal
endless warmth engulfs my heart
dont look back its time to restart
tutus puff around my waist
what an awkward tulle case
familiar faces to brand new
laughter is the only clue
empty picture frames on the wall
pink keeps echoing its call

Have you ever found yourself questioning everything?
But being unable to answer anything?
. . . I have .
Its rather unfair.

When I was a young girl you showed me the truth.
And now that I'm a grown girl the truth is still truth.

When I was a young girl you showed me the light.
And now that I'm a grown girl its still shining so bright.

When I was a young girl and standing so tall
you told me not to pride myself, to humble myself, and fall.

And now that I'm a grown girl I kneel before you everyday
I tell you all my sorrows and the pain just melts away.

When I was a young girl and swallowed up in sin
I turned away from you but you just took my hand.

You loved me always and helped me endure to the end.
And now that I'm a grown girl you still my Father, still my Friend.

Mass Confusion.....
MASS CONFUSION...
sad.
Still Confused.
I thought this was happiness
For Both.



?


Well,
I try to stay bright
spirits up
BE POSitive
Try TO have faith
Pray
SMILE
so depressed
SO SCared
promises ...
promises to never hurt me ...
Im hurting...